It's been over 24 hours since our last argument or shade fest. Trust me, that's a long time these days. Yesterday, I worked a non-stop 8-hour shift, but before and after, I was talking to Ron. Smiles and laughs were exchanged and I have to admit that it felt good. Still, I won't get too carried away. It is just one day and we have to make it through 26 more days before we reach our actual anniversary.
Though we laughed an whatnot, I have to say that I am slightly worried. I feel like Ron wants me to slip up and get angry with him. He's doing all the little things that he knows get under my skin, but he's doing them... playfully? He will do things to annoy me, then laugh or joke afterwards. I'm not sure how to take it. Is there a laugh to say, "Well, my plan to annoy him didn't work, so I'll just laugh to make it seem like I wasn't really trying to make him get upset." or "He is actually staying calm and his devotion is cute?" Whatever the case may be, I'm not sure why, in the midst of me attempting to save us, he is testing my patience. I guess time will reveal the answers. One day down, 26 more to go.
-Marz
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