For The Moment... I'm Upset

You say, "I don't care." Funny thing is, you actually do... a lot.

"I'm payin it," is what your mouth is saying but you're going over it a million times in your head.

Don't wait for a problem to become a "problem," before telling me about it. I'm your boyfriend, dammit! This talk has been had a million times before and at the end you promised, no matter how big or small, you would express yourself to me!

Do not half-ass a story to me! I have questions! Give me answers! Don't abruptly change topics in which you know are important to me! If you somehow get saved by bell, when the ringing is done, start where we left off!

I don't ask for perfection because it's too boring! I ask for your thoughts! That's it! YOU'RE the one who puts the emphasis on COMMUNICATION! The people agree that the preacher should live by that which he teaches!

Admittedly, I'm HEATED at the moment! Unnecessary arguments cause the most destruction in this battle!

Tomorrow, I'll be over this... I know it, but for now, this is what's bothering me.

p.s.

All couples argue, fuckers! I still love that guy I call "Ronz"

'See what had happened was..."

It's been a while since I've posted, and Ronz has made the last three posts (my baby is so dedicated lol). Anyways, I have some explaining to do, right? WRONG! I'm not explaining a damn thing lol Seriously, I love this blogging thing so I won't ever slip up like that again. Hmmmm maybe I'll do a really random post next. I guess time will tell. By the way, the night I was "missing," happened to be the night of my study group and my phone was dead. Ron could have and should have called around for me because he would have gotten answers. Still, he was happy knowing that I was safe. :) Yeah, my boyfriend's pretty awesome... when he wants to be. -_- This is all for now... expect a really random post really soon! =]

|| s h a d e ||

*ahem* I would like to take the time out to explain & exemplify the art of SHADE...

UrbanDictionary.com explains it as: to talk trash about a friend or aquaintance, to publicly denounce or disrespect. When throwing shade it's immediately obvious to on-lookers that the thrower, and not the throwee, is the bitcy, uncool one

ex: "How does Kimmy keep any friends? Last night at the party all she did was throw shade at people."

Now maybe it's me but I always thought shade was a gay term, that's only because I found out about the "gay" words rather late in my life. However, I didn't realize what she meant when Lil Kim said, "Ima throw shade if I can't get paid...(y'all know the rest).

ANYWAYS kids>>> shade is the easiest way to be mean to a person without actually being mean ;)

and remember kids, the best form of shade is smiling in your enemy's face & talking about that bitch when they walk 2ft away..

I have more to say about this topic, but my eyes are heavy!

sad or mad

So I haven't talked to Marz in about 3 hours because he's at some study group it's 12.05am got dammit. And I'm about to send out an amber alert because I am worried & I miss him. If he hasn't contacted me by 12.30am I'm going to start making calls to Mardi & Venita.. hmph THINK I WON'T!! I just want some confirmation to know he is safe....

:-(

lol :)

i am fucking elated. Yesterday, I finally saw Marz, it was so beautiful I hoped off the train, walked in the station & there he was.. standing there waiting for me! awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..
Although I was like an hour late [stupid Marc train] .

But yeah he already did his VLOG ( and yes it was super cute) *coughIWANTMYJACKETBACKcough* // but words can't explain how happy I was being with him.. I missed my hubba hubba.. And oh lemme tell yall how he was all over me in the movies kept going in my pants & what not.. tehehehehehe.. but the "MaIN EVENT" was when we snuck into another movie ;-) // and ill leave it at that.

Can't wait to go see him Friday :) .. ok I have to run to class, thanks for reading ! peace out...

Better Late Than Never

It happened! I finally saw my boyfriend today, Tuesday, February 16, 2010 (LOL). The video will give you a synopsis of our late Valentine's Day outing. I really missed him, and savored every moment we had together. We were our usual adventurous selves and did some "stuff" at the theater (don't judge us lol). Oh! In the video, you'll notice something on my left hand... I'll explain that later (wink). Anyways, the video pretty sums it up, I just want to say that I STILL love my baby, Ronz!

Come Here Rude Boy... I Don't Think It's Good Enough

Marz Says: I must say that I would much rather "Fire Bomb" be Rihanna's current single over "Rude Boy." Nonetheless, I do like the song (a lot). The video, in all its colorful wonder, is aesthetically pleasing, but with all the viewers getting unnecessarily excited over the concept, I felt the need to give an honest opinion. I must first give props to RiRi for the unchoreographed, simple dances within the video. It gives it a mass appeal and lightens the true sexual undertone of the song. The fashion was ON!! Rihanna looks damn GOOD... but... that's not my area. I'll let Ronz comment on that (please and thank you, babe).

Mostly, I wanted to comment on the "originality" aspect. As I watch the video, I can't help but see Solange's "I Decided" video playing in the back of my head. Rihanna stans (like Ronz lol) will hate me for saying this, but it is indeed bitten. The only difference is the theme. Rihanna remained true to the "rude" and went with the Jamaican theme. Solange's video's theme was more of a trip through various eras. Yeah, bash me for my honesty, but you know it's true. Don't believe me? Then see for yourself... Solange - "I Decided"

Ronz says:

CHiiiiiiiiLE , once again Rihanna serves it up or rather SERVES DOWN!

The single isn't necessarily my fave as Marz said, I would rather see a video for "FireBomb" or "Cold Case Love" .. actually I know the entire video concept for Fire bomb. [YES, I SAT AT HOME & PLANNED THE WHOLE THING] .. but anyways, lets get into the fashion.. cause 1. ya'll not gonna pay that zebra striped suit which was my fav. The spiked golden fishnet body suit was cute too.. But that ZEBRA .. BABY!!

.. I am glad she finally gave us some choreography tho.. movin them hips & shit.. go off RiRi!!

UGH i live for her... LIVE!! :)

ps. Marz lowkey tried it comparing her & the video to some damn Solange tips, but she's know Rihanna HMPH!!

UPDATE..

ugh!

I still haven't seen that boy yet.. but tomorrow he's coming to B MORE!! ayyyyyye BMORE -_-

So, tomorrow we shall celebrate Valentine's day [two days late] #dontjudgeus !!

yayyy but anywho, I love my baby & tomorrow will mark a very special day ;-)

that's all for now PEACE OUT!!

The Day After..

So, it's the day after Valentine's Day and I STILL haven't seen Ronz (insert sad face here). On the bright side, I am hopping my ass on the Marc train to Baltimore to see my baby tomorrow (yup, put a smile here). Oh yeah, about that news that I had for Ronz... he handled it well lol I got fired from my job last week. It was initially just a "write-up," but I ran my mouth and told them to just fire me (don't judge me). Ronz didn't care too much, he was telling me to look for somewhere else to work anyway. So I'm thinking of doing a vlog tomorrow, since Ronz and I will be together. We'll see how that works out. I'm all out of stuff for now. Oh! I would like to point out that I loathe Baltimore, but I'm seeing HIM, so I'm not even bothered by it (at least, not yet).

Marz Speaks...

So, it seems Ronz has already posted twice, while I have zero posts. Seeing that I'm the "writer" in this relationship, I do feel a LITTLE embarrassed. Nonetheless, here I am and apparently I have a mess to clean. I have friends who took offense to Ronz's first post, and I actually believe they have a right to be upset. Still, I cannot control that which he chooses write. Though, I will say that MY Bestii, Ian, is NOT "fugly." On a more relevant note, Valentines Day has come to an end (only 3 minutes left) and I did not get to see my boyfriend. Still, I chose not to frown about it. We're currently planning something for tomorrow, Monday, but there are snow warnings. Yep, it seems not even the weather is on our side. It's been over two weeks since I've last seen him and it's driving me INSANE! I also have something to tell Ronz and I'm sure he won't like it. Want to know how that turns out? Eh.. time will reveal.

2-14-2010

So today is our first Valentine's day as a couple .. YAYYY! [ its been a long road]

....actually today marks the 8th month anniversary for the first day we said "I love you :) "

That's so cute that I remember awwwwww lol But anywho, I'm currently listening to him sing his ass of in the shower & its so cute.

UGH ignore the poor grammar. 8-)

Lets see if we get thru this day all happy & stuff .. Can't wait to celebrate with him tomorrow on Monday.. hopefully the snow won't fuck shit up or i'll be sending a very nasty letter to mother Nature God or whateva.

anyways, I love you MarMar <3>

1:33am

At this moment in time, I really don't have much to say besides I love my baby Marlon Young!

Today we had a little discussion about Ian (his bestii), who hates me & the rest of his friends ... LMAO, but that's paid..! Because I don't like his fugly ass anyways... :) eh, i don't have anything left to say..

ttyl...